It's been awhile since I've posted, I'm in college now and dear god how it sucks. Lol. Ok, really it's not so bad, I just really miss my family. So as you don't know, James and I broke up late in July and I was miserable for a while. So hen, I came to school, where he goes, and I find out he'd been cheating on me. The whole time we'd been "dating" he'd been cheating. I guess that's when I realized that he wasn't worth it anyway. He used me, and lied to me, and for some reason I felt bad for it. So now, I don't feel bad anymore, I'm stronger, and at least now I have the self confidence and self worth to get through this. I now know that he lost a good thing, and that he never deserved me. That's a really good feeling, and I know that I'd never take him back after what he did. That is in even better feeling. So I'm rambling now, cuz I'm tired so I'm gonna go to bed. I have to be up at like 7 so I can get ready for church. Much love to you all, and may your deity smile upon you.