Tonight is D.J.'s Rosary and viewing. I have to go, maybe being thre will help me to know why. Why o good people have to die? He was so young, he had his life to live, kids to have. Why did God take him? Why does He take young people, who haven't done anything wrong? There are so many evil people in this world who deserve it. So many rapists, murderers, evil people who hurt and kill. Why are they allowd o live? Why can't good people live and the evil ones die? It's not fair. I hate God for being so unfair. D.J. had so many years, he was studying to be a chef, he was married, what about his wife? Why was she left alone? Why does she have to bury her husband? Why does my Uncle David have to bury his only son? It shouldn't be like this. D.J. still had so many things that he should have been allowed to do. He nver got to have kids. He never got to know the joys of parenthood. Why? My cousin Valrie never got to see her wedding, she never got to know the joy and euphoria of holding the life she created and nurtured and brought into this world. Why? It's not fair. It's not fucking fair. If God needs people to die in ordr to have others born, why can't he just take those that need taking. There are sick people that long for death. People that live every day suffering, and in agony. People who's families have to see them in so much pain, people who need the peace and solace of death. Why can't God give them peace? Why can't He ease their suffering with death? Why does he have to take a healthy, happy, young man who still has a future? Murderers walk the streets, free to kill children, and free to cause pain. Why can't he just take them? They have no place here. They do no good. Why?